Another 2 more days and it will be 2 months since my Dad left me. I still miss him alot, everyday when I return to a house without anyone, I’m lost, I tried to keep myself very busy for the last 2 months. But when I’m alone, I think about him. When I saw things related to him, I think about him.
But then life has to move on, I have to live for myself. Lots of setback happen these past few months, my business also has a lot of issues and things are really look bleak. I can’t help but feel useless sometimes, no matter how hard I tried, I still feel that people do not understand me. I tried very hard to suit everyone request but why can’t I request for something simple. I have no control and no say, I cannot understand why I do not want to voice out.