End of 1st Quarter of 2010

Why am I so persistent ? I know that nothing good will come out of this situation that I’m in, She will never ever be able to get rid of the burden that she is carrying now.

I have countless time reminded myself again and again that I should just move on, My head is trying to get me to move on but my heart is so persistent hoping that miracle will happen, This is simply crazy, I must move on, I must get over it, I just can’t live with this additional burden on my back. Miracle won’t happen to me, I knew it. But my heart simply ignored what my brain instruct it to do. I’m troubled, I really don’t know what I should do now and in future.

How should I move on, I have no idea, I’m  deeply stuck. I can only pray to GOD for help. 2 Days later is Good Friday, I pray to GOD for strength and wisdom to wake me up from this terrible nightmare that I’m having for the past 1 1/2 months.

I wish you all a Happy Holiday, God Bless you all and you family. Take Care.

My headache with Plantar Fasciitis

Plantar Fasciitis is a very common and painful foot pain that some people will have to live with, I myself first experienced it 4 year back, The pain was so bad on the heel that the very first few steps that you took in the morning will be the worst. it will improve and get better throughout the day, but then you will live in fear of the morning steps that you will be taking everyday.

Lots of rest and time will heal this medical condition, but then you will never recover from it, It will come and go by itself, The cause of this medical condition is normally overweight, and your walking style and also your foot condition.

Recently I got another bad attack of this Plantar Fasciitis again, I have been living with it for the past 3 weeks already. I have read up on it and also found out more information on this condition. I have been searching for a solution, I found some sole enhancements for approximately USD 50.00, but then I could not get hold of one.

While out visiting a client in Plaza Singapura today, I chance upon this little stall beside the escalator called 2ft. They are selling customised sole that will support the way you walk, because different people have different built, different formation of the feet and also different walking style, They provide a feet scanner to scan and analyse your feet and will customised an insole specially for you.

I got my feet scanned and the temporary insole provided did really help in relieving a certain amount of pain from my heel. I was won over, I place an order for a pair of customised insole for myself, It doesn’t come cheap. It cost me SGD 379.85. I know that it is very expensive and there is no trial for this insole, but then taking into account the warranty it provide and also the way I felt when I tried on the temporary insole. I think I must give it a try because there is no medication for Plantar Fasciitis, Only surgery and I do not want to do anything to my leg at this moment of time.

I will be getting my pair of insole come this Thursday April 1st 2010, Wondering will it be a joke for me, but then, time will tell and if it really help me, I will definitely update you all, because Plantar Fasciitis is really no joking matter, over time if your condition do not improve, it will definitely deteriorate and ultimately you might need surgery to repair the damages done.

Mid Of March 2010

The first quarter of the year is coming to an end soon, 16 more days to be exact.

For those who drop by recently or if you happen to read this post, please bear with me, I did not abandon this site. I just could not bring myself to write out my feelings for the past 3 months. Life was bottoming out for me, Nothing goes right my business and my personal life, too much things happened, I got no time to think and to react. I just could not bring myself to write out my feelings for the past 3 months.

I don’t want to write out anything that happen during the past 3 months, My life was turned upside down because of failure and bad unforeseen events that just happen. Things that I fear most happen, I just can’t believe it, I have no one to turn to, I have no place to pour out my woes. I hope that I can forget all the events that took place during the last 3 months soon and move on.

As I’m writing this post, I have not recovered fully from all the events, but I’m picking up the pieces and slowly standing up to face the world again. I believe that I’m able to do that, as all along I had survived other failures, this is certainly one of the worst, but I’m not going to give up, I’m not throwing in the towel, I believe that I will be able to stand up to face the world again.

I pray that GOD will show me the way and guide me back to the correct path to take. I place all my trust in him and I know that he will definitely guide me back onto the path, which I was supposed to take but got derailed.

For those who is reading this post, GOD bless you and you family. If you are also facing any difficulties in life, Don’t give up, Miracles happen when you believe. GOD will always be around us to guide us. He will carry us when we are facing difficulties in life.