Time really flies, It is a week after my first outing with my bread girl. Today is her off day again, but I’m still in my office typing away on quotations and reports.
I still could not date her out for another time. Not because of rejection, but I because I did not ask, When I’m facing her I’m lost for words, I could not find any topics to talk, I am just plain nervous when I’m facing her.
I really wanted to tell her that I would like to bring her out for dinner, but just could not bring myself to tell her. Really frustrating and disappointed with myself.
Last Sunday, I bought her a small gift in return for the Cross that she gave me during last week dinner. I could really felt that she was genuinely happy when she saw the gift, It really warm my heart to be able to see her happy and smiling away when she saw the gift that I gave her, She told me that she was really feeling lousy the whole day but after seeing my gift, she is happy and all her sadness is gone already. At that moment, I felt really happy.
Words just cannot come out from my mouth when I’m facing her, But I must at least do it for once. Be it success or failure, I have to let her know, Now I just hope to be given another chance to be alone with her for 5 minutes and I will DO IT………. Will post update once I did it.