Teased by friends

My friend are teasing me again on my bread girl
during dinner. A girl whom I have known for more
than a month. never got a chance to really know her.
But then they found out from sources on her age,
and current status of her love life.

Will I get a chance to know her more. I really hope I can.
stay tuned for updates.

Suddenly memories fly back. It will be her birthday on the
first of september. I’m not referring to my bread girl. I’m referring
to another girl whom I got no idea of where she is now? how is life
treating her ? I really miss her. I don’t know why, but more than 1 year.
My mind still cannot forget her, people say time will heal all wounds.
It does cure my pain, but then I just cannot forget her. Whenever I
think of her, my mind still contains very fresh images of us together,
dining together, going to movies together.

Dinner

What a big dinner today.
We have steamboat dinner at home.
Lots of food with fun and laughters throw in.
It has been sometime since I had such a cheerful dinner at
home. really hope that dinner everyday is like this.
but then I don’t think it will happen everyday.
but once in a while is already good enough.

Lost & Found

I thought I lost the chance to ever see her again,
she went out of my life for more than 10 days.
I felt Lost. why did i not get to know her more.
so diasppointed with myself.

But then last saturday evening, I saw her again,
the same familiar smile and cute face. I only managed
a smile and a hand wave at her. I tried as hard as possible
to contain my excitement of meeting her again.

Today, I saw her again, My bread girl. don’t know why,
but she might have notice it cause she dare not face me when
she was packing my favourite Curry Bread. I also dare not talk
more. Only managed another thanks and see you, bye bye.

I think I need to hasten my pace, I must get to know her name
soon, cannot be calling her bread girl all the time.

A Rest Day

Finally a day whereby Yours Truly here, can finally have a break,
a rest so much needed that I was in fact having a running nose for the whole day yesterday.
Much better now,

Has been 6 days since I last saw her, will we meet again ? I will update you all again.

Weekend

It’s Friday, Long weekend holiday coming, but got no chance to enjoy yet,
so many thing to do, so little time.
I miss my Bread’s Girl, have not seen her for 3 days already, is she missing me also ?

Did Not See her this Morning

What a bad start today. I told my bread girl yesterday “See You Tomorrow”
but then this morning, I did not see her. and I won’t be able to see her
for the rest of the week. Is she avoiding me ? I sensed that she might be,
cause my action is too obvious already. she might be trying hard to avoid me.
Guess I should avoid buying bread for some time.

Bread’s Girl

I saw her again today, still the same cheerful girl, giving me a warm and sweet smile when I pass the bread that I’m buying over to her, she carefully pack it into the plastic bag and pass it back to me, quoting the ever sweet and familiar “Two Dollars”. I pass a ten dollar note to her and she gave me back the change, less then 2 minutes of meetup as usual, but it makes my day.

It has already been 3 weeks, I have been buying bread from her daily, what attracts me to the bread ? it’s this lady and the convenience of the store location. but also somethng else, which I cannot really relate to, it’s a special feeling.
I thought of cracking a joke everyday to make her smile and get to know her more, but with my limited speech capibility, the most I can manage is “Hi” “Thank You” “Bye Bye”. I hope I can manage more, but then everytime I saw her, My tongue is tight, Inside my mind I want to speak but no words come out.

Matchmaking sesson in the making

One funny thing that happen last week,
My friend’s Mum called and say that she want to arrange a matchmaking
session for me, I was caught in surprise.

I feel really bad, that I have come to a stage whereby even My friend’s Mum have to
step in to help me find a mate. 🙂

I was really glad that she make this effort for me,
Back in my Mind, I was wondering, why is it that up till now,
I still could not find that someone in my life.

I really don’t have much demand in finding a girlfriend,
Maybe it’s my attitude, I have a feeling that most girls cannot tolerate my work habit.
I gave my Life to Computing, My life evolve around computer and nothing but computer,
is it time for a change, Maybe, as one get older, and infact all my friends already have their own family, whereas I’m still single. It’s high time that I do need to find that someone special to come into my life soon. But when will it happen, Ha ha, I won’t know. Let’s just hope that it happen soon.

Sunday Evening

Phew!!! One week just pass,

Have been too tight up to update my blog.
Lots of issues to sort out this week.
Never got a chance to properly sit down and sot out things.

Well I just hope that next week will be a more eventful week for me.

Sunday Evening

Today just pass by easily,

Saw my youngest Nephew Today His name is Joshua, Wanted to take a picture of him,
but then decided against it, maybe next month when he is older,
He is just 6 weeks old today.

All of a sudden, after seeing my nephew, felt old.
Thinking of my life and a lot of things.

Later in the afternoon, My best friend, Told me that he will be a father soon,
Next year March, His wife is pregnant, 6 Weeks into her pregnancy now.

Congratulate him and also hint to him on the heavy burden of having a child in Singapore.
Ha ha haha….. anyway I really felt happy for him. but then, it give me another feeling,
I’m OLD, OLD, OLD…. 2 incident per day, reminding me that I’m OLD.

Goodness, Am I really getting old or this is a passage of life that everyone has to go through.

Anyway, I’m going for a shower now, and hope that after the shower, I will feel
Fresh, Energetic and YOUNG. Ha ha ha…..
Wishing you all a great week ahead.